忘れている、足りていない。

一番無表情な一人は、一番感情を持つ一人だ。

a badly written poem (why do i do this to myself)

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A warning to all who don’t want their brain cells deprived of oxygen.

Before she could even blink,

The girl was left behind.

Since when, she thought,

Did this become a world of ruin?

Since when, she thought,

Did this become a world of torment?

 

The girl, lost and helpless,

Was unable to face reality.

Running away from the suffocating pleas,

which were lip service at most,

She gagged and choked, out of breath.

 

Before she could even continue on,

The girl, was struck with an ache in her chest.

Since when, she thought,

Did this become a world that had changed?

Since when, she thought,

Did this become a place so hard to live in?

 

The girl could never reach her destination,

No matter how she ran.

The claws of hopeful requests and encouraging quotes,

which only spurred her annoyance,

Dragged her back to the world she came to despise.

 

Before she could shout out all the profanities,

and scream all her thoughts out

At the world she once knew,

The girl, realised.

Since when, she thought.

Did this world look so bright?

Since when, she thought,

Did this world look so hopeful?

Since when, did I,

think that the world has changed?

Since when, did I,

think that the world was cruel?

 

Since when, did I,

morph into such a 

Repulsive,

Foul, 

and Filthy 

being?

 

Since when, did I change?

 

 

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I hope no one ever sees this.

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