It’s a sort of rant post(?)
I actually enjoy translating all these piles of lyrics of not so significant songs in today’s music industry, though I admit it takes time to translate these songs, ranging from a mere half an hour to maybe even days or weeks. And I do this because I want to, it’s an outlet for me to de-stress, and also allows me to hone both my Japanese and English Language skills, in terms of vocabulary or whatnot. And one thing I really like about this is that I don’t have to show it to people I know, I tend to get all nervous and embarrassed and shit when it comes to personal stuff like this, and more often than not I get judged. Especially in my rants (like this and my poems) and my Sentences page, if anyone I knew saw it I would die. The point is I don’t want people I know personally to see this (because I obviously don’t tell them about stuff like this) and this is sort of a haven for me to take a break from real life. I’ve only shared this wordpress with only one other person I know personally in real life. I don’t want to be questioned for doing the things I want to do, I can already predict some of the responses I will get if anyone I knew found out about this. And I do not want to see them.
I enjoy writing seasonal anime impressions (closer to summaries). Even though I have fewer people to discuss it with (since I don’t post them on my Twitter or MAL), I feel that it’s a good way for me to pen down my thoughts. The sentences page (I quite like to think it as a pun), where I literally pen down sentences, thoughts and stuff just for the sake of expression but in Japanese. Some of these sentences may seem really weird and ridiculous (I still think that I’m in a constant chuunibyou state). Also about ‘sentences’, since I literally write down sentences, I also consider them sentences, in the meaning of “the punishment assigned to the defendant found guilty by court”. If you get what I mean.
Also, I was never really one to express myself (using words), and I’m trying now instead of keeping everything to myself. I was never able to keep diary and blogs for a sustained period of time, and I hope I can still keep this WordPress alive even after a year or so. I’m not aiming for this site to be famous, I just want a place where I can express myself freely (the Internet is never free but oh well) without getting judged.
Really, I don’t who this post is directed at, but mainly it’s due inner conflict and blah shit stuff. On a side note, Happy Earth Day. And I really like this video, I hope it raises more awareness in the society we live in today. The other videos in the channel are also interesting. :>